"Pretend it's not for never,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll be all better,
One day when I can make it through..."
"discovering waterfront"(silverstein)
all about me ;exits ;yours truly ;
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Friday, March 09, 2007
Blog on life-support
Before anythin’ else let me first give y’all my long overdue greetings for Christmas, the New Year and just a few weeks ago, valentines…
I know its been ages since I’ve last written something. Its just now that I had this urge to write. Months have passed and if this blog was a house it could already have cobwebs in it due to its inactivity. Time is the very reason why I havent updated this site in quite a while. Just like what a line in a song says; “so little time, so much to do...” my time is mostly consumed by sleeping because of my work (I don’t have a normal job, im one of the nocturnal ones, im a call center agent for almost two years now) and for my remaining time, I either play video games, read or if Im inspired, I draw. If im lucky enough I got to hang out with my family and at times a few friends. I rarely got a social life these days. With these being said, hence the title of this post, this blog is on life-support. It doesn’t mean that I would be ending the life of this blog but due to time constraint and poor time management, I’d try to write every once in a while (hopefully, once or twice a month…)
2006. Another year has gone and I could say that a lot has happened this past year. This past year has been quite a rollercoaster ride. During the early months of 2006, I was happy, happily in-love. Around that same time, something tragic happened. I lost my grandmother and a few weeks later my cousin became seriously ill. Never thought such things could happen. I guess if there’s love and happiness, there’s pain and suffering just ‘round the corner. I might say that 2006 is pretty much a f**k up year for me. Not only had I been hurt but betrayed by some people whom I consider “friends”.
Valentines day, was just like any other day again this year. Nobody and nothing special happened. Been getting’ used to it though. Its been like this for 5 years now. Lonely..
This coming year I hope to do a number of things like: achieving my dream of finishing my first comic book, either being promoted in my job or transferring to a different field (preferably the media industry), spend more time with family/friends, save money and probably work-out,hehe, been gainin’ weight these days. I admit I already have a noticeable belly, people thought its beer belly but its not, its due to laziness and lack of exercise.
As much as I would like to write more its just I no longer could. I’ve been awake for 20 hours now and my bed and pillow is already calling me to sleep. Its bout’ time that I put these eyes to rest *yawn* …
I sent an S.O.S tonight
luiboi 411
22 year old.emo kid.comic book geek.frustrated rockstar.single and searching.