luified:the luiboi experience

Monday, May 16, 2005

For some time know you may have noticed that this blog has been overwhelmed by posts ‘bout my honey. But you have never known yet who she really is? To begin with, her name’s Theresa or simply Tere. We’ve known each other for years (four years to be exact) but its just recent that I realized that I do love her. During the years that I’ve known her I’ve never thought that I’d go this far. In fact, she’s someone I’ve never expected to be a significant part of my life. I admit, that the moment I laid my eyes on her I immediately got a crush on her. She’s a looker, a head-turner, a real beauty to say the least and I know a lot of guys wouldn’t argue with me the moment they’ll see her. Some even say that she has a resemblance with Heart Evangelista. But she’s not only a beauty, she’s also got the brains. You’ll not only be captivated by her looks but also by what she says. Reason why, I love having conversations with her cause she’s got a lot of insights regarding different things in this world. In other words, there’s rarely a dull moment when im with her. Oh, by the way did I already mention that she’s sweet? She has this way of making you feel that you’re somebody special but most importantly she makes you really feel that you’re loved, that you know when the world turn its back on you, you still got her, ain’t that nice?

She also changed my views on a number of things. I used to be this ideal and certain kind of guy but because of her I finally understand things that I don’t usually do. She opened my eyes that not all things could and should be understand by the mind cause some things are really meant for your heart’s understanding. She also made me see that some things are really possible like a girl courting up a guy, something that was quite new for me back then. After experiencing a number of heart breaks I never thought that a girl would eventually like me. The only problem was I’m already in a relationship that time. I was afraid to take risks back then reason why we didn’t end up being together. Right now, as much as I wanted it to, it’s still simply not possible because she’s the one in a relationship and I can see that she’s very much happy and contended with it.

I guess there’s nothing wrong to continue to love her even if she’s still a relationship. I don’t have any plans of ruining their relationship because its also not my style. I’m just happy with what we are right now, though im still hoping that someday destiny would be too kind and let us be but if not its fine by me and I guess I have to live with it.

I used to regret a lot of things between me and her. I regret that I was too late to realize that I also do love her. I regret of the times that passed by that I could spent with her and the list goes on and on ‘bout the things I regret. Now, I’m no longer living in regret cause she helped me understand that I shouldn’t be living such. She’s right cause why should I live in regret? We may not be a couple but that doesn’t mean we could no longer be together. In fact, I’m lucky and proud to have her in my life. I’m also happy that she loves as me and for what I am, I could be myself when I am around with her, I got nothing to more to hide, she knows a lot of things or almost everything ‘bout me and not everyone could do that.

Tere would always and will forever be my one and only honey. Yes, for sure I’d meet a lot of other girls out there but no one could match her. Even if I ended up with somebody else she’d still be my honey because nobody else could do the things she does cause each person is different from the other. I may have other girls in my life but for sure there’d only be one honey for me.

I sent an S.O.S tonight