"Pretend it's not for never,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll be all better,
One day when I can make it through..."
"discovering waterfront"(silverstein)
all about me ;exits ;yours truly ;
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
It has never been and it wouldn’t ever be good or fun to be the other guy. The other guy is somebody who would do anything for the girl that he loves, hoping that one day he would eventually be the real guy or basically the number 1 guy. The other guy does things that the real guy couldn’t do or provide. It’s the other guy who makes up for the short comings of the real guy. The other guy doesn’t court the girl while she’s still in her relationship, he’s just there for the girl whenever she needs somebody. The other guy and this girl could go on dates, be sweet with one another, care for one another without any malice and without the girl having to cheat on her real guy.
The girl loves his guy for sure but the other guy also holds a certain portion of her heart. To some extent the girl also loves the other guy but still this love is not enough to replace her real guy. Yes, she loves the other guy simply because she loves to hang out with him, she loves his company, she loves certain things that this other guy does, she loves a lot of other things more about the other guy but that’s only how far her love can go for the other guy.
It is a given fact that love has a tendency to blind a person who has fallen deeply with it. As they say love fills a person’s world with wonderful colors. They even say that the person you love the most, the one who makes you perfectly happy is also the one who makes you cry. The other guy is blinded by this love. The other guy tends to neglect the fact that the girl is already committed and the girl only do those wonderful things to him because she values the friendship they have already established. The other guy gives meaning to everything that this girl does which makes things harder for him. The other guy believes that the girl does that out of love but in reality its really friendship that the girl could offer for now because she’s still committed. If she was free then it would have been a totally different case.
In some instances (but very seldom though) the other guy eventually gets lucky and ends up with the girl. The other guy’s hard work, sacrifice and perseverance have finally paid off because all of those things that he did have been noticed by the girl that the other guy has long aspired for. The girl has finally realized that it was the other guy she was looking for all along. Again, this is a rare occurrence, its not every time that something like this happens to an other guy though it has always been his dream from the very beginning.
The other guy is in heaven every time that he’s with the girl. Nothing can compare to the happiness he experience every moment that he’s with the girl. Those rare moments are moments that the other guy really treasure. Each and every little thing that the girl does makes the other guy’s heart go wild. The other guy always wishes to be with the girl even if in reality he couldn’t. No matter how sweet, happy and compatible the other guy and the girl is, at the end of the day the girl still belongs back to her man. That moment always brings pain to the other guy, that moment is the time the other guy snaps back to reality, the moment which the other guy realizes that he is nothing more but an other guy.
The other guy continues to pray and wait for the moment that this girl would eventually became his or may be for a different girl to come along who doesn’t belong yet to any other guy on this planet. You might think how come do I know this too much stuff about the other guy? Sadly, even if it hurts to admit it, in reality this other guy is me.
I sent an S.O.S tonight
luiboi 411
22 year old.emo kid.comic book geek.frustrated rockstar.single and searching.
