luified:the luiboi experience

"Pretend it's not for never, I'll pull myself together I'll say that I'll forget her, I'll breathe. And I'll say she never hurt me, And look at it as learning, And laugh about the good and the bad. Because I won't live forever We don't belong together, I know I'll be all better, One day when I can make it through..."

"discovering waterfront"(silverstein)

Monday, May 16, 2005

It’s one of the monikers that have been added to my name. It seems that I couldn’t get anything done right recently. I never intended for things to end up the way they did but it just happens that they did. Can’t do nothing more ‘bout it. What’s been done has been done and all I’m wishing for is that I could make up for those mistakes.

I know first impressions lasts but everybody deserves a second chance, right? I just don’t simply get it why do these things always happen to me? I’m really starting to believe that it sucks to be cause lately nothing has been going my way. As they say may be it’s just one of those days but in my case it’s been weeks.

All im wishin’ for is a change of fate. It’s difficult to always be in a losing streak. Why can’t I do anything right? Everything always comes out wrong even if I don’t intend them to. How do I get rid of this luck? I’m really starting to get pissed! Damn! Its like the whole damn world is conspiring against me..

I just hope this week would be a good one for me…

I sent an S.O.S tonight