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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
rejection is something that is not new to me.i've always been honest that i experienced it a number of times before (7 times and still counting...) and im somehow wonderin' why does it always happen to me?i've always been on pain's receiving end,can't i be the one happy for a change?!
im already gettin' used to it but im also getting tired of it.i've heard of numerous lines that really shattered my heart into pieces but i would no longer mention them one by one.the line that somehow stucked into my mind is;"you deserve someone better"...over the years a lot of people told me that and somehow i still don't get it.does that mean that i've always made wrong decisions?that the person im giving my heart to is not deserving of such love?im not asking for too much,having my love requieted is enough for me,is that too much ask for?what will i do to acquire such?im very much in need of help right now.
I sent an S.O.S tonight
