"Pretend it's not for never,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll be all better,
One day when I can make it through..."
"discovering waterfront"(silverstein)
all about me ;exits ;yours truly ;
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Monday, March 14, 2005
my college days are numbered,in two weeks time it'll be graduation day.i still can't believe it that my four years are already up.im really thankful that i'll be able to graduate on time and that i was given the chance to study cause not everybody is given this oppurtunity and sadly for some who were given the same chance,they are just simply wasting it.
after 14 years of staying inside the 4 corners of my classrooms i was able to experience a lot of things,things that most teenagers/students probably do.i met all sorts of people throughout my student life.they range from the friendly,nerdy,cool,eccentric,loners,energetic,popular even the nasty ones.through the years i've gained a number of friends,lost some of them along the way but eventually gained some new as well.i might say that i'm really friendly coz even if i had my own set of friends other groups still welcome me to tag along with them,in other words i had no hard time being with other people.though occansionaly i still want to be by my lonesome.
its really sad to say goodbye to my student life.i know for a fact that after graduation,the faces i regularly see everyday would no longer be there.i'm goin' to miss each and everyone of them,my blockmates,classmates,friends,acquaintances and professors that have also become friends.i'm goin to miss the moments that i spent with these people,the up's and down's,even the fights.as cheesy as this may sound but even if we'll be goin' our separate ways after graduation these people would have a special place in my heart(naks!).
this post is not only about moving on from student life to the real world.this post is also about literally moving on,for after graduation we'd be transferring to another apartment.right now we're living in St.Andrew's Field,Manila(San Andres Bukid)and a few weeks from now we'd be transferring to Pasig City.my aunt told me that they decided to transfer so that we could save money that is spent on gas.we'd be transferring to a place near her office so that it wouldn't consume a lot of gas because Pasig City is quite far from where we're living right now.
it's our second time transferring from one apartment to another.during the first time we transfer there wasn't any major adjustments for we transferred just a few blocks away from our previous one.this time its quite different for we'd be transferring miles away from our previous home.for sure there'd be a lot of adjustments like adjusting to a new environment.i just hope it wouldn't be that hard.
a few weeks from now not only would i be saying goodbye to my student life but to my home as well.i have stayed in this community/area all my student life reason why it would be quite hard to say goodbye to this home.not only would i be leaving it's walls but my friends as well.most of my friends live near our place and moving away means that i'd no longer see them on a regular basis.the things that are 'bout to come makes me glad but saddens me at the same time as well;graduation and moving on but i could no longer do anythin' bout it,guess i'll just have to accept the changes that are about to happen and just live with it.as they say;"nothing is constant except change"
again,i might sound chessy saying this nonetheless i'd like to say to my all of my friends, even if we'd no longer be seeing in each other on a regualr basis remember that y'all will not be forgotten.i'm goin' to miss y'all for sure.also remember that i may be movin' away but i'm still that same ol 'luiboi that y'all know.the same corny,good-lookin',friendly friend that y'all have grown to love.
just remember that i'm just a phone call away in case you might need me.you may reach me through my mobile phone,email addresses,friendster account and of course here at my blog.
i guess that wraps up this post,'till then...
im goin to miss y'all! i love y'all!
I sent an S.O.S tonight
luiboi 411
22 year old.emo kid.comic book geek.frustrated rockstar.single and searching.