|
Monday, September 27, 2004
i was seated around 4-5 seats away from you.that may be the situation but i can still clearly see you.there you are sitting quitely and smiling every now and then.there was a vacant seat next to yours but somehow i didnt get enough courage to stand up and sit beside you.so i just content myself by watching you from afar and hopin' you'd somehow look in the back...and you did!i was rowdy as i watch the show but the moment you looked back to check out who was making that freaking noise,i was silenced.yes,it was me.i was the one shouting "yeah!"(the l'il jon inspired) and obviously you caught that..i was ashamed..um,shy to be exact.i dont know what was your reaction or did you even react?anyways,it does not matter.i still get to see you after the show though,face to face.i was with my friends reason why it wasnt that obvious that i was so excited to talk to you.we talked.HI's,HELLO's,the usual.then i said something obviously stupid.stupid like "okay ka na ba?"damn.what was that for?it was so stupid,really.i know you noticed that too but you just simply smiled and said ok and act out as if you could really relate.im really stupid.sorry.when i taught you already left,i rejoiced in so much gladness.going around in circles acting like a complete geek.but as i was leaving with my friends i saw you were just on the opposite side.damn!im really stupid.for sure you saw what i did and probably by now news have reached you that i like you.yes,i do LIKE you.i also know that your in a relationship and i have no intention of ruining such.im just simply appreciating everything 'bout you.nothing more.nothing less.but then again,if you were single just like me that would have been another story.as for now,im just happy the way things are.hopefully anytime in the near future i could finally have to courage to talk to you and have a simple conversation.that is all.
I sent an S.O.S tonight
