"Pretend it's not for never,
I'll pull myself together
I'll say that I'll forget her,
I'll breathe.
And I'll say she never hurt me,
And look at it as learning,
And laugh about the good and the bad.
Because I won't live forever
We don't belong together,
I know I'll be all better,
One day when I can make it through..."
"discovering waterfront"(silverstein)
all about me ;exits ;yours truly ;
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Friday, July 16, 2004
over the past few days i have visited a few blogs telling how miserable their day went. i always leave my comment saying; "its just one of those days, it'll all get better soon".this time i think i'm the one who'll be needing that advice myself.today was not a good day for me.
during my prelims for asian civilization i had a hard time answering.why?i din't get to study much.i know its my fault.i admit.i wasnt able to study well because i was busy doing the term paper for the same subject.craming really sucks!as for my classmates they were protesting how strict our professor was!imagine we're college students (4th year at that!)and were still suppossed to answer exams with margins on our paper!its not just that,students who would not or forget to comply will have their papers/exams crossed out!the only good thing i did was follow that stupid rule...
the next subject was ethics of mass media.nothing wrong happen in that class its just that i got disappointed after receiving the results of my exam.i got a 60!i was shocked!so shocked!all the while i thought i gave a correct answer,which is indeed true,its just that it was my reasoning which was wrong,by the way, it was a case study regarding patents.i really have to do better come mid-term.tsk.tsk.
as they say,"bad luck comes in 3s",a popular belief which i didn't belive but could best describe how this night ended.my last class was spanish,it was an oral exam.just to get over with,i volunterred to be the first one.i know the correct answers but my professor said i over did myself.i had said so many things which made my correct answer,wrong.good thing though is that my seƱor professor gave extra credits for being couragous enough.i think i got an 85 for that.
whats happening to me?i know for a fact that its not my usual self.im not being arrogant or anything but usually its the other way around.i usually get good grades.i really have to do better come midterm.good thing that there's still a midterm.promise i'll do better the next time so i'll not be disappointed with myself.
on a happier note...
last wednesday,i was able to watch gcx.i was so happy because the most beautiful gjs were the hosts,iya and bianca.its been quite some time since i saw gj iya host game channel because i seldom get to watch the show coz its conflict with my sked.i was happy that episode coz gj bianca,greeted me on the show!i was really happy bout it coz she remembers me!
thank you talaga gj bianca,your the best!
if its not too much to ask for hope you could say hello to iya for me.
once again,thanks gj bianca and im really looking forward the next time you visit this blog.
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i just noticed that my counter already reached 100 and still counting!people are starting to visit this blog after 3 months since starting it.after a few advertisements in friendster,our yahoo groups, people are somehow starting to notice my blog.
i'll be posting more intersting posts and more of my artworks next time,promise.
i'd also like to take this oppurtunity to thank the regular visitors of this blog:
thrzzzzz
bianca
sir chuck
mam jen
aika
tessa
shen
tere
meg
marvin
my classmates & friends who wouldn't leave any comments and just passing by (i appreciate it guys)
and for all the people who pass by my blog
and you for taking time time to read this post...
its bout time that i end up.i still got to study for my gen.ethics exam for tom.i hope i'll do good tomorrow!
wish me luck guys!
take care and god bless!
until next time!
I sent an S.O.S tonight
luiboi 411
22 year old.emo kid.comic book geek.frustrated rockstar.single and searching.