luified:the luiboi experience

Monday, June 14, 2004

i've been busy during the weekend that's why it's only now that i got the chance to update my blog.i think i can only update my blog every now and then coz my school work is already starting to pile up. i got my thesis, a research for my GEN. ETHICS subject but thankfully my practicum will be ending this friday. its quite happy and sad at the same time. happy, because my work load will lessen but sad coz its only now that we got the chance to be close with the djs and all. anyways, that's how life goes so i just got to cope with it. time really goes by so fast when you're having fun but when its the other way around time seems like an eternity.

answered prayer.

this post my be corny but i just want to share it with you guys.

there's this girl i had a crush on ever since 2nd year college (man, aint i too old to talk about this?!). before, all i can do was stare at her. i haven't had the courage to go and talk to her. last summer when i was still applying for practicum at RPN 9 i was surprised that she was also there! i thought that we'll be having our practicum at the same time but sadly i got accepted and she didn't. reason? the slots we're full. i still remember how our conversation went and you'll see how a big dope i am...

luiboi: uy, classmate* dito ka rin?
girl: uh, hindi pa. mag-apply pa lang. kaw?
luiboi: nagco-complete na lang ng papers.
girl: ganun ba?
luiboi: eh,um,ah, ano nga pala ulit name mo?

then my buddy paulo suddenly interrupts the conversation and said: eh, di ba lui matagal mo nang kilala yan?
in short, "nilaglag" ako ni paulo.

i just thought of an excuse and told her that i forgot what her name was coz it was years ago when a common friend of ours introduced us to each other (what a lame excuse it was). this is how the coversation went after paulo's great interruption...

R: R........(she told me her name) pero ikaw kilala ko. you're lui right?
luiboi:....(a brief moment of silence) ah, yeah.

that's how the conversation ended coz the supervisor already called us. after that, i prayed and wished that we'll be classmates this semester. today, as i went and entered the the room for my first subject, i was surprised to see that the room was jam-packed!as in literally, there were no seats left. i talked to the professor and asked him if i could go out to look for seats. as i went out of the room, i saw her coming. i was so glad!if you could only see how big my smile was! i greeted her nicely and she asked me where our room was. i said 204 and then she told me; ok,thanks! that's also where im going.

lord, thank you.my prayer has been already answered.

on a sadder note....

this girl already has a boyfriend (damn!), so i couldn't make a move, coz that wouldn't be nice. even though her boyfriend is somewhere in the middle east (which i had no idea why, i just got the info from her bestfriend), still it isn't a nice thing do to coz i wouldnt want the same situation happening to me.

but there's no harm in just looking and appreciating the beautiful things in your surroundings right?

*classmate- term used in our school (AdU) for people you don't know...yet.

I sent an S.O.S tonight